new beginning. andami ko nang inopen na blog accounts and it seems none of these numerous accounts really last for me. di ko maintindihan. perhaps, the traditional diary/journal works for me. but maybe, i should try this one, too, as i have done to those countless accounts i made.Ü

new beginning. many things will happen this summer. i assure you. my life is at stake here. you have no idea what kind of tortures i have been goin' through lately. maybe, i'll put in here when i'm ready to tell. for now, it's just me and my diary who knows. *goosebumps* don't wanna think about those "things" right now. it's really hard for me. and what's harder is that i have no body to tell. guess, i have to take it in alone, for now. *sigh* wish ren's here.

wish me luck in my new beginning.

p.s.

sana this blog will work for me. finally.Ü