Tuesday. I have to go back to QC. argh. not in the mood for acads after 4 days of vacation (haha!) Buti na lang (or was it a good thing ba talaga?) that there was no class in acctg. We were running out of time. And God knows how much I have to run to catch up with my grades. argh. now that i am thinking about it again, i feel bad again. so, let's scrap it.hehe.
By afternoon, Ate Judy approached me.i said to myself, "uh-oh." I have an idea what it might be. And i was right. She told me Farrah doesnt want to run for VP and I might want to consider running. And what i just did was say, "Waah!I dont want Ate Judy. I can't." Yes, I am active and visible and all. I know. BUT (and this is a big but) it has nothing to do with me being an effective, capable and responsible VP for OPS. OPS is the flagship of CE. and i can't fail CE. Everyone knows Farrah is the capable, responsible and effective VP for OPS.
Not running for VP for OPS is not me being selfish. Running for it is.
I want to work for CE moreover for OPS. I made the right choice when i decided to belong in OPS. I love OPS. really. And this love is the reason I dont want to run even if i know that nobody from OPS wants to. I know I am not the first choice and everything...Why would i be? I know everyone in OPS sees that I am not the effective leader for them. I am not confident with myself even, of what I can do. And I know that even if people persuade me to run they are not really confident that I can do it (not that I am bitter. But it is really that way that i see it)..I know that they do it because they have no choice.I know that I am not an efficient worker for OPS. and i am very sorry for that. I am ashamed of myself and to my immediate CE family, OPS.
I have said in my feedback folder in BA151 that most of the time i am a kind of leader that becomes one when there is nobody who wants to lead. And i guess, with my actions, I have actually contradicted my own statement.I love OPS and I dont want to stain its name.
Tuesday means OPSmeet.YEC is so near.It is on Saturday.At the end, we decided to go to U-belt schools to invite.i am free.might as well help.I really feel guilty because I felt i havent done anything significant for YEC.sorry..i feel so useless and I guess i am.
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
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5 comments:
Takbo ka na lang as muse tulad nung high school. Oopps. :P
gaga ka!tama bang ilantad dito ang kahihiyang ibinigay mo saken!BEBANG!YOU OWE ME BIG TIME THERE!!!heychu!:P
muse nang alin? i imagine you holding some banner and wearing sash and stuff. hehe.
^ Too bad that didn't happen. Hehe.
Aba Levi, once in a lifetime opportunity yun no. Biruin mo nung lumaban ka, landslide ang pagkapanalo mo? Radiant kase, mwahahaha! Okay I'll stop it na. XDDD
waah!!bebang!ayan nakita ng orgmate ko ung tungkol sa muse!grr...it's in my hall of shame!shemay!and i left it already sa Baste..and now, you made it public!
er, Ivan, muse ng class namin.and no!i am not holding some banner or wearing sash.binoto nila ako dahil ung escort the tallest guy in our class (and ahem, crush ko dati (dati un!yuck!)) and well, ako ung opposite ng height niya...grr...bakit ba to naopen dito.
BEBANG!!!!!!i'll kill you!
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