a whole week has passed. but it seems, i have nothing interesting to write. i have low energy right now even if i managed to sleep for 13 hours last night. i didn't even bother going online last night. i was too tired, lazy and sick to even try.

the school has just started but i feel so tired already. i am practically doing nothing (sorry, Gil). even bumming around seems tiring to me recently.

my very long patience, i think, has been cut short because of so many reasons but there's this one particular reason i wish to keep to myself. I almost exploded last time but i managed to control my temper anyway. and i think, the next time that thing happens, i will no longer be able to hold back. swear. don't try me. in my whole college life, the only person i shouted at was my ex-roomie, because she's no longer a stranger to me. fighting with her is like fighting with a sibling. ten-minutes, the war is over. but the next time i would shout at somebody, it will be different. it is not because it is like fighting with a sibling but because i've had enough of you.

i know, i am blabbering about non-sense.

i just realized how much i miss K-anne and Irina and Krish and Khate. haay... i hope our plan will still push through. And it feels so sad that K-anne, Irina and Khate will leave us here in Up in a year. We'll be seeing less of each other but I hope and I pray I will never lose them ever.

I have so many things in my head but i couldn't quite pinpoint what they are.

I feel so hmm.... hollow (?).

again, i know this is a non-sense entry and i want to scrap it all out but i don't want my time time to be put to waste.

hay! i want to strangle my hair now just because!grr...

just now, i think a lightbuld just flashed above my head. i'd be thinking about it until later tonight. hay...

*screams*


'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all, I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along