Aiming for the Moon

My head is spinning. I know I shouldn't be thinking about it now - or at all. But I am.

Aside from being the brat that I am, I am a stubborn person too. Great.

Being in the state that I am now, I think logic and reason have left me. And I am now only depending on feelings and emotions.

Kuya was right. Even if I listen to many advises, I can only listen to myself. And he is right. I never listen to anybody when it comes to love problems. I only take few tips but at the end, I decide based on emotions and impulse.

But that has to change now. Before, I only have myself to prevent from hurting.

I would choose to hurt myself than have other people be entangled with my stupidity.

It is truly aiming for the moon to wish this would end right here, right now.

But I think I would try to wish for it than to just give up, right?