going round the circle.

i cannot think of something blog-worthy but then i chose to write something here out of boredom (even if i have a speech plan to make.great.). *stares blankly at the monitor*

all i know, i don't want to write anything about YEC guys anymore though they give me those ten-second high's. However pathetic it may seem to sound, I don't care any less. At least they give me (however temporary) happiness unlike other people who can only give me frequent headaches.

i am feeling metaphoric today. i'll give it a try.

i like circles. they mean so many things other than being a geometric figure. And i feel like thinking what they mean to me.
1. a coin
2. a bond/band (as in ring band)
3. oneness
4. a whole
5. inclusiveness
6. exclusivity

A circle is only good to look at when it is perfectly round. when it is not chipped or if there is no broken line. but just like a round porcelain plate, however grand and expensive it may be, a small chipped side makes it ugly. in short, a circle is beautiful when it is perfect.

the symbolisms of circle i have thought of sound so positive. because yes, they are. but come to think of it, it is only good for those who are actually in the circle.

what's worse? it is when you actually think you are in the circle and then one day, you will realize, *poof!* you're not pala. being told straight that you are not part of the circle is far better than being made believe that you are included only to find out that there is a smaller circle within the circle in which you are barred to enter. the worst part? you are alone outside that smaller circle.

now why do i talk of this nonsense? wala lang. i'll leave you to your own concoction of my piece. i actually dunno how to end this.