Barely Breathing

I am breathing but it is shallow. As if there's something inside me trying to stop me from breathing freely. Not sure if the hot weather has something to do with it but it feels I have a heavy stone inside my chest.

*breathes in, breathes out*

This is a familiar feeling. The last time I felt this was one or two months ago. And I never want to go back there. No.

*breathes in, breathes out*

Why am I feeling this now? Hmm.. I guess, as much as I want to fight the feeling, I just can't help it.

Damn.

I miss you.