Isn't It Obvious?

Isn't it obvious...

...that the reason I wasn't able to blog about my first day in Citibank is because I was too tired?

...that I want to get away for a while?

...that I am too scared to know what will become of me after this summer?

...that I am dying inside?

...that I am scared you won't care so I stopped caring?


Isn't it not really obvious that I am bleeding??

If it isn't, wow. I must really get an Oscar Award.