drama na naman ata to...

Just had finals erarly this morning. I didn't study. Got so lazy. I ended up sleeping beside Horngren last night. (eeww!) So there you go. I took the exam with just stocked knowledge in 99.2 (there should be enough to let me pass anyway, after taking it twice!) Because, I thought, I just have to pass it.

But no!!! My classmates told me that I would be having 2 grades for 99.2. just like if you had a 5. Retake. 2 grades. pakshet! I should have performed better na lang pala. I thought it would just be a matter of passing it or not to get a 3. hay. bad day.

After the exam and chit-chatting with my classmates, Maris and I had lunch after deciding that after i go to SSS, we'll watch X-men3. So first stop, SSS. the lady at the counter didn't accept my Ate's form. The thumbmark is not readable daw.grrr...so much for wasting effort. So we went straight to SM North.

I had a long conversation with Maris. We saw similarities between us and she saw something in me. Daig ko pa raw kasi ang investigator when I'm going through things. Like when she thought she lost her wallet, I was calm daw and I was asking her the details of her day yesterday. And that I like the details. I remembered once, when I was talking to Sister Brian, he called me "The Scheming Levi." Sabi nga ng nakakaasar kong lolo Virgilio, I don't let anything pass. Ayaw niya (samantalang ganun din siya...tsktsk) Yes, ganon nga ako. Pero I am just glad, Maris liked the idea na ganon ako. At least someone appreciated. I dunno, pero I think I am like that because I want to notice enerything about you, not just because you are special pero a way of getting to know you. I want to know the rason behind things. Most of the time naman, I don't take everything against you e. I just noticed. And for a long time, I'll remember that about you.

Anyway, the conversation have gone to me being terrified of injections and dogs. Maris on the other hand is brave when it comes to physical pains. Me? Not that much. Muscles pains, no problem. But I am afraid of wounds, bruises, operations. I am sooooo afraid of physical pains, of body scars. Tapos nasabi ko na lang, but not in terms of emotional. I know, I am strong when it comes to that. But it doesn't mean I don't get hurt or that I don't cry. it is just that, if ever I'd have to experience pain, I am not that afraid. But still, I try to avoid being hurt.

Eto mejo madrama. maris told me ayaw niya daw when it comes to emotional. She doesn't know herself that much when it comes to handling emotional problems. Then I said to her (cliche na kung cliche), "It makes me feel that I am human." And I like the idea that I feel pain. Nung mga bata naman tayo, hindi naten naeexperience yung pain. Lagi na lang physical pains. Sakit ng tiyan, sugat sa siko, bukol, gasgas sa tuhod. So I like it that I experience other kinds of pain. hindi naman puro saya lang with gasgas at bukol di ba?

Then we watched Xmen3. Ayos yung movie!hehe..may i just say, it is way better than Da Vinci.hihi.nakakatuwa how Maris reacted with some scenes in the movie. i won't tell it here. mababasa to ni aji. baka magalit si Maris na chinismis ko pa.hehe.

and then, i went home to Cavite na. And I'm here na! wuhoo! vacation at last!!!


'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all, I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along