Friday, April 07, 2006

breathing...

wuhoo! *dancing a silly dance* my sem is officially over!

after sleepless nights, non-stop typing, researching, conferences (well, you get the picture) finally, i am done with my law paper and i'm done with my part on our marketing plan. now i can breathe... *breathes deeply* Thank you, God.

At the back of my mind, the famous tv homeshopping line popped, "wait, there's more!" True enough, there are a lot more. For one, I won't have time to breathe long. A little more than a week. That's all i have.

For now, let me savor the moment. I am happy. Even if my head is practically aching. Even if i feel that my hands are so tired (and i'm abusing them right now by choosing to write this entry). even if my eyes are itchy-tired. I am happy. :)

I am happy this is over. I am happy because there are those people who never fails to make me happy and cheer me up when i really needed it. I am happy that starting tomorrow I can sleep through the whole morning and even afternoon!haha!yep,not now. I have to wake up by 6am for our pabasa. And I can be like that for well, a whole week. And back again to reality. *sigh* Bittersweet reality. But hey, you'd never know how sweet the world is if you haven't tasted it's bitterness.

I can never wish everything that has happened be gone. I know I can never wish that. I never want to lose a single memory (well, there are a few) because one way or another, they helped me shaped me to be me. I know I am not perfect. But i don't have to be. i just have to be happy for myself.

Despite the failures I've had, I am still happy... and grateful for so many things. Things are not just meant to be. And there are those that just fall into their places naturally. :D



P.S.
to you, we've had the talk again.
stop being so mushy.not used to that.
you're freaking me out!haha!:D

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