i am such a dork!

Yeah, i know, I should be crying or whatever because of the bad news...but then, I remembered something. About Sunshine and my dorky moment with him. XD

This happened one night during a CE event. I actually did not expect it to happen. I was sitting there and I think he is just standing right behind me. And then he asked me to do something for him (note: he's the one who was asking me for something) and guess what I said to him? A dorky, "Thank you..." waah! it was like he asked, for example, "can you do this for me? And my reply was, "Thank you.." waah! The moment those words came out my mouth, I want to hide under the table. geez! I was like having a highschool-type of crush. I was embarrased. Thank you?? How I wish the floor would break open and swallow me up because of shame. The rare moments that we'd talk and a humiliating thank you was all I said??

recently, I have just learned from a friend that Sunshine has an idea that I have a crush on him. waah! Many things came into play in my mind. I was thinking, does he know during that night that i like him? does he know i have a crush on him whenever we cross each other's path along the corridor? waah! dammit! and if he did know that night that I have a crush on him, what could be in his head when I said thank you when it was him who was asking me for something. darn. i admit, i had been a dork that night!

shame.pfft.